hmmn, and so i've disappeared for one year huh?

feeling in one of my lowest point in life right now. feel like hiding in the cave and start hibernating.

sometimes i feel like the world is so great and yet... the thing that makes the world sucks are humans.

dem humans.

money solves problems.

yet they create even more problems

and thus, humans + money is the suckiest stuff in d world! **************

i just remembered about blogging. lol!

cant believe i totally forgotten about this thing called 'blogging'. it came to me while i was visiting someone's blog to know her updates and the thought just popped up, "hey, i have a blog too!"


Camera

anyways, i decided not to get a camera. fulfilling all my demanding request is not only hard, but impossible within my budget. realised that from my budget, i can only get an average camera that is unable to achieve the quality of photo i wanted. well, so... i decided not to get any at all since i wont be happy with what i purchase later anyway...

in fact... i'd rather take a film camera when i go mount kinabalu again next month. lol!


Life

Life is great at sabah! well, the sem haven't started yet. it will next week. so what i'm doing everyday is my lab project. wake up in the morning. surf the net or destoy the kitchen. then go to the lab when i feel like it. do lab do lab do lab (which is fun!!! my topic and subject is interesting and the best... i have a very supportive supervisor =D ) fool around in the lab. return home or go hangout. then destroy the kitchen again by making different dinner everyday depending on wat i have. then do my cross-stitch while i surf the net. then sleep.

oh well... i enjoyed the freedom and independance i get here. doing the things that i like and working at my own pace with no deadlines.


Pets

I love my terrapins! sitting right beside my laptop, they get really demanding at times and would try to grab attention. what more... they are demanding for food. i come to notice that every single pet i have, have great appetite. hmmm........


House

my housemates are really nice ppl. i don't find any problem living with them at all. in fact, they are just too nice. actually i didn't know them previously. i saw an advertisement, then decided to call up, and fell in love with this room, then i rent it. well, i've been living here for three weeks already. this house is just cosy...

anyone wanna sell camera... tell me okie?

i don mind second hand. i just need a camera with underwater feature n digital macro

diving and climbing mountain will be meaningless without these...

if got any tell me ah... thanks! =D

1.   i returned to sabah

2.   my rented room looks lovely

3.   i love home decoration

4.   i know nothing about my thesis
      i dunno where to start
      bet i am the most useless student my supervisor have ever taken!

5.   i bought 2 terrapins.
      have yet to name them.
      they are so cute! just as small as half my thumb!

6.   my camera died.
      any camera to recommend?
      boy, i foresee money crisis soon.
     
7.   i am already sick of the food here

8.   i can't wait til all my frens return to sabah

i did something crazy today...

i cut my hair...

damn short

oh no!

actually thought of cutting it short samore

cuz i wanna spike my hair

but like dis i still can spike my hair

n dun look too boyish too...

dun ask why i did that...

too many reasons

but definitely not bcoz i got dumped. haha!

now gotta get used to my new hairstyle 1st

i myself have some difficulty digesting it after having long hair for 8 years!

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an undeniable truth about me is... i'm just too lazy to blog when i'm having fun. and when life's not fun, i become faithful to blogging.

since i last blogged - life was fun fun fun. i tried to recall what i did the last 10 days? nothing much actually comes to mind. i guess it's those small little things that makes life great. like those small little things someone did that really touched ur heart - they really are reminders that made me feel appreciated.

as usual, i always get up late morning or early afternoon. spent the whole afternoon with grandma at home, then go out when the sun goes down. this holiday doesn't seem to be like any of those that i used to have. i remember going out often with big groups of frens but now, everyone is busy working... or busy with something that who knows what.

i guess it's part of growing up. i remember those times in primary and secondary school. every year seems like a routine to me and there are no major changes. the only changes are my text books, my teachers, and the people who sits beside me in class. yet at the beginning of every year, i get nervous on the first day of school. i cant remember exactly what got me nervous. but i remembered that one of it was that i didn't want to be the odd person in the class who have no partner to sit with.

in primary, this is very popular - we tend to call up our frens a few days before school reopens and say, "can i sit with u in class?" haha! come to think of it, it does sound a little funny. since we're all kids, did we ever learnt to say no? and so we all said yes. the problem arises when we don't want to sit with that person. so we worry a few days and start plotting how to avoid that person on the first day of school.

evil. but trust me... i'm not the only one.

the last few years, i seem to have problem catching up on life. life and ppl are changing so quickly. i actually thought i just finish form 6 last year! but no... age is catching up. in a year i'll be graduating and will face even a faster pace of life. i can foretell that i will question myself then, "did uni life ever existed?"

i'm returning to sabah in a week to start on my project. dowan dowan dowan! this is why i hate coming back for holiday. i just get too spoiled and pampered and am lazy to live independantly again at sabah.

well, what can replace the comfort of home?
answer: make another home at sabah. lol!

but then again, what can replace mom n dad n granny n darling n lobster at home?
answer: nothing.

aaaaaaaaaah! why am i getting so emotional? stop stop stop.... enough of blabbing today. HAHA!

Note to everyone : Please remind me to stay loyal to this blog and to update more often.

Note to myself : Please wake up from hibernation...